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My back's better (finally);
but my teeth are hurting again,
so I'm still popping advil like pez...
inspite of my chiro telling me it's a good way to kill my liver...
my depression has lessened somewhat
some stuff starting to "go right"....
What's up in your universe?
but my teeth are hurting again,
so I'm still popping advil like pez...
inspite of my chiro telling me it's a good way to kill my liver...
my depression has lessened somewhat
some stuff starting to "go right"....
What's up in your universe?
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Re: New week, same old headaches oct 19-27
Sun, October 18, 2009 - 2:24 AMmy new job is, well, how do I say this without saying it?
I HATE IT!!!
but at least I can show up and stick it out without triggering my other mental illness, PTSD.
So I'm grateful for it.
life... go figure! -
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Re: New week, same old headaches oct 19-27
Tue, October 20, 2009 - 8:58 PM<<life... go figure!>>
or, the other popular phrase....
life....go F@W#$%^&* !!
;)
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Re: New week, same old headaches oct 19-27
Tue, October 20, 2009 - 10:16 AMI felt a lot of motivation this morning....to crawl back into bed. -
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Re: New week, same old headaches oct 19-27
Tue, October 20, 2009 - 8:56 PMI get that alot these days, too...
I just turn over and go back to sleep...
blah blahs.
I remember when I was younger and the only
time I stayed in bed past 11 was during
frigid winter mornings - otherwise I'd pounce on the day...
now....
eh? wake up? why? do I have something to do today?
something I *HAFTA* do? blah.
Give me my rockstar or leave me alone!
Bed...what a wonderful invention!
comfy, warm, inviting...
verrry addictive!
not unlike velcro! -
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Re: New week, same old headaches oct 19-27
Thu, October 22, 2009 - 12:41 AMI'm still going strong,
But I'm crying allll the time through it.
Just weeping.
I can go an hour or two, then something sets it
Dunno. It's stressful in this body, but I want to take it.
Is there such a thing of masochism through determination to live?
uhg. -
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Re: New week, same old headaches oct 19-27
Thu, October 22, 2009 - 8:52 PMI was watching an old PBS show featuring Joseph Campbell, an academic steeped in history, religion and myth. You've reminded me of something he said.
Put into my own words:
Each weekend the lawn is mowed. Just imagine if the grass, after being cut, said,"oh what's the use!"
There's something about being alive. The 1st time I wanted to die I was 9 years old and I've had suicidal thoughts ever since along with depression and PTSD and diabetes and asthma and sleep apnea and broken bones and toothaches and food poisoning and hangovers and drug addiction and loss of loved ones and saleepless nights and being flat broke and having friends turn on me and...
YOU KNOW WHAT?
I'M STILL HERE!
So I just figure that as much of me that wants to be dead there's even more of me that wants to live.
Short answer: no I don't think it's masochistic, just human.
Hang in there friend. -
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Re: New week, same old headaches oct 19-27
Fri, October 23, 2009 - 10:46 AMDoing the same I guess...
Trying to put on a happy/cheerful face at work... sometimes it's so hard. I think it's becoming more noticeable that I'm 'fake happy' when I'm at work.
Someone asked me today if I'm feeling OK. My response.... allergies.
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