Yo, you depressives! What up? You guys have gotten very quiet. That makes me nervous. So, don't add anxiety (more, anyway) to Mother Darla's already stuffed anxiety box and tell me what's up.
One bit of good news: I got a little nibble today for a job. It was for a company I interviewed with a number of years ago, really liked, and they picked someone else. I'm glad for this opportunity. I had no more than pushed the SEND button and my phone was ringing. Now, that being said, I am equally as sure that it can't be that easy. Just to have someone act like they think I am worthy of a second look, though, does a heart good.
So, it's up to you: make my heart feel good some more. Or don't. Just let me hear from you.
One bit of good news: I got a little nibble today for a job. It was for a company I interviewed with a number of years ago, really liked, and they picked someone else. I'm glad for this opportunity. I had no more than pushed the SEND button and my phone was ringing. Now, that being said, I am equally as sure that it can't be that easy. Just to have someone act like they think I am worthy of a second look, though, does a heart good.
So, it's up to you: make my heart feel good some more. Or don't. Just let me hear from you.
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Fri, June 27, 2008 - 4:56 PMHello Darla,
Here is a joke that made me smile:
hahaha.tribe.net/thread/af...9a828ff460
Sometimes I just get depressed on Friday for no discernible reason. Also on Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. This isn't really depression I'm experiencing. It's a mild apathy that isn't unpleasant. I haven't gone lower than that since I've been on my present daily chemical allowance.
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Fri, June 27, 2008 - 5:21 PM> Now, that being said, I am equally as sure that it can't be that easy.
I don't see why not. Most of the jobs I've ever gotten were easy. Heck, the one I have now, my friend just called me up and asked if I was available.
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Fri, June 27, 2008 - 11:54 PM*Peeks out from her hiding place*
Sometimes I'm afraid that I'm not still welcome here, because I go away for so long........
Been having a lot of trouble lately with sorting medications and such, and the constant suicidal thoughts, but my doc and therapist are working on it........
I've fallen so far that I don't want to say anymore, but I thought this thread would be a perfect chance for me to dro p in again...... -
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Too Quiet and Too Empty to peek above HER
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 3:01 AMquiet and empty...thats strangely what i feel...most days now, anyway....
one day there grew a soul inside of a strange little girl, and that soul grew a soul...awareness of this grew so big inside of the little girl that it split apart from her, forming an alter- self....until oneday it overcame her...all because she wanted and needed protection, the only way was to kill her weaker self, and the soul therein...
the strange little girl never knew that SHE had always been there...the alter self...
she saved and sheltered the little girl from everything, including feeling, and kept her hidden in a dark hole...SHE gave the strange little girl everything and too much, even adulthood (way too soon for the little girl..) when coping was not an option...even as the years grew in their numbers and blew away with the winds, the strange little girl never knew that SHE was trying to steal away her life.......
EVERYONE SAW HER...underneath the strange little girls eyes, below the concious...
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Re: Too Quiet and Too Empty to peek above HER
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 3:02 AM...to be continued...
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Mon, June 30, 2008 - 11:50 AMAshley, you are always welcome here, as are any who need this place. Plus some of us worry when we haven't heard from you.
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 7:03 AMMaybe it is that easy. Since any one deals with more than their share of hard, I think we deserve a little easy every once in a while, right?
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 9:46 AMI'm here. Busy, busy, busy. Spending time with friends, trying to sleep and get some writing done.
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 10:27 AMBeen trying to find someone to give me a ride to the meeting that some of us are suppost to be having tomorrow. So far no luck.
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Sat, June 28, 2008 - 9:05 PMBeen traveling a lot here. Things are stable and they aren't at the same time. I seem to live in a limbo of maybe-i-might-be-okay..Thanks for checking in, and getting everyone's responses!
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Re: Ok, Peeps, Too Quiet and Too Empty
Mon, June 30, 2008 - 2:42 PMI'm still here....doing ok, but feeling like something's missing, or not quite right. I can't put my finger on it. But I'm ok, at least.
Glad to hear from other people....it was definitely too quiet in here.
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